I too am 25 and have felt the same as you and sometimes still do, you know your most like to suffer from mental illness when your in your 20s but you can do something about it. Go live life cos its the only one you will ever have.

Peace
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i could be writing that myself many years ago…only I was 29!!!

nothing is easy…start out with simple goals..

like..getting a job! the rest will follow. Dances are a great way to meet women. Churches, AA clubs..NA clubs..you need to find people who can relate to you! That is important!

now i’m married, had a good job <laid off in the crisis> have 2 paid for houses <one a rental> and two paid for cars…wife earns an executive salary because i/she put her self through college.
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this person has isolated himself…tough love is not the answer here..

Quit pitying yourself, quit being lazy and make something of yourself.

Unless you a starving in a third world country constantly afraid of being killed, raped or beaten. Worried that today will be the last day that you see your friends and family.

your life is good, ending it would be cowardly and the p*ssies way out.

Your a greedy, self centered, lazy A$$ that thinks the world should cater to his every needs.

go out there and make something of yourself and get of YA
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You need a change but you are the only one that can do it for yourself.
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As for your living arrangements, once you have that crappy job, see if anyone wants a roommate or a room to rent and get out on your own.

You do these things, it’ll get better. Its going to be tough, but anything is better then ending your life.

Just as a side note, since you are in the R&S section, don’t get pulled into a religion just because you think it will be a cure all to your depression, it won’t.
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This may not be so much a case of what you’re doing now as what you want to be doing.
Ask yourself: What is it you really want to be doing? Forget about what anybody else thinks you should be doing. What do you want to do?
Next, start thinking about how to make that a possibility. It may be out of reach right now, but the worst thing you can do is stop dreaming.

Please hang in there.
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2. Get outside more, hang out with some friends, call people, go to a club, go to a major city.

3. Go look for another relationship.

4. Find a Section 8 Apartment complex and move out for less than 400$ a month.

5. Last but not least, suck up your pride and find a dead-end job, it gets you out of the house and adds some credentials to your life.
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6. Stop asking for a damn pity party. At least YOU have a family that is willing to take care of your sorry ass. Think of others, like oh say for example myself, who’s parents had abandoned them for 16 years, never bothered to make contact with him, and seperate him from his brothers.
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7. You remind me so much of my 23 year old brother.
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GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS YOU SORRY SACK OF SHIT.
Also, although im an Atheist, I would suggest you go to a local church for support. Who knows, maybe you will get some of the help there that I could never recieve.